For My Daughter from Quarantine.

Tirtha Sangam Rai
April 24, 2024

For My Daughter from Quarantine.

There is a parade of death outside

Through a window in a closed room,

I watch

Your childhood, relive memories

I attend funerals of my dreams,

Confront tsunamis of fear and panic.

Smiles are wiped off my face

Colour are gone from the flowers.

I stand on the shores of my life

Replaying your smile, and

Wishing you health and a long life,

My daughter.

Maybe we will meet, maybe not

What are your dreams like,

What are your thoughts,

You would share with me

Your progress in school today

And an award with your name and photograph

Me? I’m in my quarantine room.

Planning your present and future

Near a joyless Arabian Sea  

A windless desert

And soundless cities.

Maybe death is waiting

To end millions of dreams

Our social distance.

(Art by Jeet Khadka; This poem was included in the Nepali Times' Diaspora Diaries series: https://nepalitimes.com/here-now/in-the-minds-of-nepal-s-migrant-workers)